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Friday, October 06, 2006

today, the second day after the death (051006).. on the second day, after work, i meet bro. went to fiona aunt hse tog. to meet fiona aunt and husband to go to the casket at toa payoh. reach there, our ppl only we 4 nia. the rest no ppl come. only a few of petrina's aunt. finally saw petrina's parents! they were there crying in great pain. consoling petrina's mum. my so called "gu po".. fiona aunt, me and bro was there trying to console her. sigh.. seeing her lidat. i oso heart ache. sigh.. den she hold gu po was holding onto sis's hp. showing us. i see the phone, reminds me of the previous night. i was holding on to the phone and died with the phone flipped on. sigh.. meanwhile i the pass memories of me and her came flashing in my mind. tears roll down my cheeks. sigh.. i was there crying so upset. fiona aunt consoled me. sigh.. not long, my parents, grandma and alicia came. mum came late cuz she was working. dad and grandma came late cuz they whole full day was busy with petrina's funeral and etc.. looking after the family and everything. and they were tired too. haiz.. everyone there cried badly for her. everyone was so upset. and cried terriblely. and tat was my first time to see my dad crying.. and was crying that badly. sigh.. so upset. i hug my dad and cried tog. and trying to ask him not to be so upset. bro cried and tell me tat "papa she bu de jie jie".. sigh.. bro oso came and cried and ask dad not to cried and we 3 hug and cried tog. sigh.. so sad. after seeing jie jie and setting everything, everyone was tired. and we headed back home. dad reali cant drive. he reali cannot take it liao. over restless! and feeling too down either. he cant drive. so i had to drvie to sent them all back home tog. bro din dare to drive. he scare he no confident. zzz.. went back home, still don quite dare to slp. but at least was better than the previous night. force myself to sleep and blast myself with LOUD music. hur.. tink maybe is after seeing her with makeup on, wonderful clothing she had, knowing she's peaceful now at the moment, my heart oso fang xin duo le. and den i'll be able to sleep better than the previous night. cuz previous night saw her lidat, i sui bu xia. sigh..

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